Well...... I know how you feel...mom says i have an "anger" and a "hatred" guess it comes from being sarcastic and negative and pessimistic all the time...but god is working on it, majorly for which im thankfull, and after asking god for help with it....im finally getting better. talk to god, he listens. being a BL is hard. its lonely, terribly lonely. and ur not evil. trust me ur not evil. i hope u stick around. listen to saome of the oldies here. im going through some of that same shit now. god bless -a Tempest of understanding- |