To Forgiven :o)
Submitted by Keith on August 03 2000 18:44:50
| Dear Forgiven, I wish I had it all together, but the old nature continues the fight against the New. I will have that battle untill I die. However, I do have a great family, wonderful children, Much love in my family and yes I am still married. It will be 36 years this month!! I love my wife and my family, but the request for "help" is a result of the kind of "strange mixture" of being a happy family man and a BL to. Much of my life is filled with the love for a boy I am the mentor to who is also a member of my chruch. He sees me as his grandfather. As I write this he is at boyscout camp. I think of him all the time. And, there are two boys, brothers, who live in a Christian Orphanage in Romania. I love them so much and that results in much pain at not being able to see them. Both of those boys want me to be thier father. One of them has had my photos in his Bible for the last year. So, you see, I say........HELP! *smile* Keith |
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