Thank God I'm not alone !!!
Submitted by Relieved on August 11 2000 20:33:17
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This last week has been the greatest in my life. I finally bought a computer and got online and was introduced to the term BOYLOVE for the first time and it discribed me so exactly that I still have chills and goosebumps. Since I started having feelings for young boys at age 12 I have lived a life of denial and of trying to be somebody that I wasn't. I thought I was the only one who had these feelings and I begged and pleaded with God to make me "normal". When that didn't work ( duh!!) I turned to drugs to erase the pain. My life was a living hell. I had no real friends and I believed that I was a freak. That all changed this last week when I finally got online and learned that I AM NOT ALONE!!!!! I have finally learned who I am and that sociaty (sp) is the one who is sick for not accepting us for who we are as boylovers. we are just as "normal" as anyone else. I have a tattered mini poster that says " I KNOW I'M SOMEBODY, CAUSE GOD DONT MAKE NO JUNK!!! I know now that God created me as he intended me to be and now every day can be a celebration of that fact. Thank you for this great forum and for helping me shead all this false shame and guilt. I am looking forward to making new friends that will accept me for who I am. !!! am looking to responses to this message. YOUR BROTHER IN ARMS-----------RELIEVED |
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