Dear Huey551, I hope you read Rude Dog's post, and realize it applies to you, too. God loves you very much. We all have sexual feelings, and I don't think we should beat ourselves up for them. Straight men often interact with women they have feelings for -- feelings that they shouldn't ever act on. I don't think our feelings are any more "evil" than theirs. We just need to make sure we control them in the same way. Very loving and non-sexual relationships with kids are good, and in fact, our love for them can prevent us from ever harming them. I'm glad you found us, and hope you will find encouragement here. Mark |