Re: Need help with my addiction
Submitted by Huey551 on October 03 2000 01:53:59
In reply to Re: Need help with my addiction submitted by asb on October 01 2000 01:23:46
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Thank you Mark and ASB, I've been working with children since I was in the 10th grade and now I'm almost 32 yrs old and I'm thankful to say that I have never touched any of these kids in any sexual way, because I do know that it would hurt everyone involved. I can control myself around the kids but I find myself thinking the wrong things about them when I am at home. The internet doesn't help my situation any either its to easy to find pictures of young girls and that just makes it worse. I am going to try and make my self accountable for my actions and thoughts, I just dont quite know how I'm going to do it. I haven't been as close to the lord as I would like to be right now, so my first step is to start reading the bible again and talking to the lord in prayer more often, and of course I'm going to be here at this site to find the inspiration that I need to continue with this problem. Praise The Lord that there are people who understand what I am going through and who I can talk to. I cant tell you how long I've been wanting to tell someone so that I can start the healing process. ASB I also want to thank you for the advice, you're right. I will not be a monster, I will not molest, I am a child of the Lord. Thanks again, Huey551 |
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