Once a Boy, get off it. Why children?? What about all the dying and crying adults? You are rationalizing and justifying because boys sexually excite you. That is a problem, and Jesus can heal it and leave you with normal desires to encourage boys, but you refuse. There are ways to encourage PEOPLE (not just boys, but them included) that do not include entertaining adolescent fantasies about sex with them. Some people are just not mature enough to give that a shot - and then have the gall to say, "The Lord is on my side". You talk as if some desire to help boys socially and spiritually makes entertaining lustful sdxual desires for them OK - it DOES NOT! If you could encourage boys appropriately without lusting after them, that would be one thing. There are others who can, and do. You think you are the only one who wants to help orphaned and hurting boys?? Come on. Try for once to be honest with yourself. If you never see the problem for what it is, you will never be healed. Do not be blind to your own weakness. |