Dear Once a boy, Peace be with you on your journey with God toward healing. Sometimes, for me, and it looks the same for you, it is healing just to write down their names. Ever since I was 15 I can remember being bored out of my gord and doodling down the names of the boys in my life onto the pad of paper in front of me (I suppose I should have taken notes but...nah), it would make me smile when they were not there just to see their names. I love to think of all the fun things we do together and the smiles on their faces just to see me (and me them) and the fun smiling faces on pictures I have of them over the years. I, also thank and praise God for the safety He has given us over the years to keep love at the forefront and sexual desires to the back. It is a gift I dare not let stray. May God be with you always and keep up the encouraging words here on the board. Believe me they do help. In Christ, For Gregory (my Joe for you I think), Scott, David, Mark, Matthew, Dustin, Christopher, Kevin, Brandon, Jordan, Mason. Pendragon "Well you raise me up Will you help me down? Will you get me right out of this God forsaken town? Will you make it as new as gold? Will you hold me sacred Will you hold me tight Can you colorize my life? I'm so sick of black and white. Can you make it all as new as gold? Will you make me some magic with Your own two hands? Can you build an Emerald City With these grains of sand? Can you give me something I can take home? Will you give in to every fantasy I got? Will you hose me down with Holy water If I get too hot? Will you take me places I've never known? After a while youll forget everything It was a brief interlude A mid summer nights dream I know the territory Ive been around Sooner or later... I would do anything for my boys... But I wont do that! |