Hi Again, As much as I would like to thank all of you individually, I do not have the time. So...Thank You, zip, Dirk, F.O.D., ...is it "whataboy"(?)...oh man... Well, my most heart-felt thanks to you all. I am feeling a little bit better today. I still do not know for sure if I am going to go into an in or out-patient treatment, but I do know that I have some of my sanity back (thank God!!!). We are living in some very trying, yet interesting, times. It seems like almost everyone I know who is a child of God is currently going through some kind of "Hell" right now. I believe God is putting us all through "fire"...not to hurt us, but to purify us. To strengthen us and give us wisdom also. A father dosen't hurt his child, but uses discipline to help him grow. And God is the greatest Father of them all!!! It hurts, but I am certain that the pain is nothing compared to what we will gain. I will close this for now...I might be able to do some reading tonight yet....YES!!! God Bless you all. Love, Chris |