Christian Boylove Forum

Re: trapped and desperate


Submitted by Derek on November 11 2000 16:32:51
In reply to Re: trapped and desperate submitted by bucky-ro on November 08 2000 00:10:30

I never know what to pray for. Should I pray that my desires will leave me? Should I pray that the boy will notice me, smile at me? Should I pray for sex? heh... I don't know. I need something, but I just don't know what it is.

One thing is always certain. Pray for the boy. Pray that he will seek the Lord, find joy in life, feel acceptance and even love. That I can do.

I've been struggling big-time with lust lately. I find myself more often looking for anything that might relieve the tensions building up inside me. Preferably if they're not illegal or against God's law, but I'll take what I can get.

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random thought... Have you ever found yourself staring at someone, thinking how beautiful he is, and your buddy next to you looks in the same direction starts exclaiming "ooooh baby! a fine one, isn't it?" and you realize that the boy is with his mom? I think that's pretty funny.

-- Jared


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