Hi Huck, Some of it sounds so familiar... Due to past problems in my church (not related to me, but it hurts all the same) I too have a bit of an ambivalent feeling towards my church. I'm glad that I have a church to go to, but my feelings towards my home church have cooled than a lot. I still go there, but it just doesn't feel as if it my church anymore and that isn't so good. It's hard to figure out what to do... Your ministry isn't the most important thing, your spiritual well being is. Bible reading and prayer are very important for this, but as I've told you in the past, I myself struggle with this ;o/ Off course your ministry is important too, but it would be better if you had to put that aside for a while, 'till you can organise your life a bit better and straighten things out, than that you would focus on the ministry and loose yourself on the way. Take your time to settle in somewhere first... don't worry, the work won't go away soon... God bless you, -zip- |