What I think?
Submitted by Huck Finn on November 13 2000 10:35:20
In reply to Re: You know just the other day, submitted by Sprite on November 13 2000 04:17:24
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All I know is that I needed to change my way of life. Obsession about sex was what my life was revolving around. And I was what you can call an online, nymphomaniac virgin. It was horrible. But about why I didn't want to be gay... hmmm... The only thing I could think about a guy would be sexual. I couldn't have a normal relationship with someone without thinking about sex. Perhaps that's just the way society raises people now a days. Look at TV. And all my guy friends were the source of the fantasizes I had. That's wrong. I'm not saying I still don't do it now and then. I do. It's a human thing. But it's a Christian responsibility to flee from sin. Lust is sinful. IF I put this out of my mind, I would not have these lustful thoughts. And a wonderful thing came of it. My biggest crush in Jr. Year in High school became my best friend. It's amazing. If kept trying to seduce him like I did, I probably could have... but it ended up the Lord blessed us with a friendship and memories that are far more precious than 15 minutes of fun. I dont' know if this answers any questinos you may have, but it's what I wrote. Talk to you later, Huck |
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