Hi asb, I really know what you are talking about. I used to spend my days intensely lonely, and for the longest time I figured that I would have to spend the rest of my life that way. It's no longer true! I am living in a monogamus relationship with another man. We are not gay, but we are both boylovers. Because we share this special bond, and an extremely strong friendship, we are do share intimate moments. I am no longer afraid of being alone. It took me a long time to come to this point. I feel that God wants me to find my happiness in this other person, to share my life with him and to seek fulfilment together. Peace of Christ, Bach |