Thanks for your reply Q. Your reply made me think. Yes i was running away from my life at the time. But i was running away towards a better life, so i thought. I know i can not change who i am, it's my character. Others have to accept it or not. I also know i can change my character in time. But only time can tell. You wrote that maybe others see the bad image i might project. I do not promote a bad image. I am a regular person looking for the same thing others do. I consider myself a good person, i am always nice to others. I treat people the same way in which i would like to be treated. So please don't think i am a bad person. I am loving and caring. I am a Christian and i love everybody no matter what. Thanks. Love. Nash |