Thank you Dannyboy for your reply. You wrote you have been in depression the last few months because you can't find a permanent relationship. Try doing that for years like i have. I would love a long term relationship with somebody. That is what i seek in life. I want to feel important in somebody's life rather than my own. I seek and seek for that somebody. I want to share my life with somebody, not just myself. I know what depression is, believe me. I have even thought of suicide before, but not now. I still do not have anybody in my life right now, but i stil move on. I just wonder how much more can i move on before it all stops for good. I do not know the answer. Thanks for your reply. Peace. Nash |