So why is really the question...
Submitted by Huck Finn on January 17 2001 13:49:38
In reply to Re: Falling in Love? submitted by Splash! on January 17 2001 01:54:59
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I know so many times he is so close to me that I can smell his breath. His mouth only inches away from mine. And he always gives me a look. An expecting one... I don't know if it is supposed to mean that he's giving me signals. I don't even know if he does it consiously. And that's what gets to me. And sometimes he encourages me to be near him. And other times he declines or walks away. But he lets me pet him like a little kitten. He gives me these little nuggets that show his love. Like telling me that when he's a millionaire he's going to buy me a car. Or when he gets a cat he's going to name it after me. All these little things. Little things that drive me crazy. But if only he knew what I'd do for him. Last week I scared him in the dark. I didn't know he had a huge problem about that. I thought he'd just jump and I'd tickle him. But it was totally not that. He yelled NO!!! And fell to his knees and started crying histarically. I hurt him so badly. Yet I was also there to comfort him. But the pain I caused him.... MAN, if he knew how much heartache he caused me. Not his fault of course. But still. :::sigh::: oh well. Thanks for listening. Huck |
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