Re: i agree with everything you said
Submitted by Piemur on January 21 2001 00:47:45
In reply to i agree with everything you said submitted by Splash! on January 20 2001 20:42:33
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I also agree with what was said. My only concern is that it doesn't take into account the element of human struggle with sin. Even if I try to put aside my desire for boys, I am likely to fail in being perfect. I will continue to struggle. I will continue to sin. It's a fact. That's part of being human. For me, the only way to possibly never struggle with it would be to go to a deserted place where there are no boys. And perhaps have myself lobotomized so I forget that boys exist. Otherwise, I will continue to struggle with this sin. Deny it all I want, I am attracted to boys. Not women - boys. I cannot change that. God can, but he has not. Despite decades of fervent prayer, He has not. So. . . I am left with having to cope with it. I am left with having to struggle with it. I beleive I will have to do this for the rest of my life. I already feel enough condemnaton because of this. Satan uses this condemnation more than the Lord does. He is the Accuser of my soul. He would have me to throw out everything positive in my life - things that the Lord has done to mature me and make me grow. He would have me throw them out because I struggle in this area. I don't think that's what Jesus wants. In fact, I know it's not what He wants. Jesus is the Lover of My Soul. And the Father is my daddy. He accepts me unconditionally and loves me unconditionally. Yes, I still sin. I still struggle, but I am striving to become more like my Father. So, Jordan, do you contiue to condemn me? Grace and Peace, Piemur |
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