Recently myself. Which I Never told anyone here about. There's a director that works at the camp I went to for the last three summers. And now I've decided to go back this summer. But it is also the camp where I was accused of being a homosexual at.. that's blown over and I have no clue what my boss thinks... But there's a director who's been a mentor for me. And he directs the Jr. High week up at camp. And I had asked him to IM a friend of mine (me in disguise) who struggled with some things that he wanted to talk to a Pastor about. And seeing that TJ (the pastor) was one of the men I look up to most in life, I thought telling him through this alter ego would be good. Well, I told him about me being a BL and he helped me a lot. Just telling someone. But a month or so ago, I couldn't stand it any more. I needed to tell him the truth.So I told him I was the person he was talking to. And he was great about it. You see, he had shared with me that he struggles with the lustful thoughts once in a while about boys too. He was openly gay in high school or college I think. So he's gone through what I am going through. And it was such a burden lifted off my shoulders. Just like that one time I told Mark my camper about it. Both of them loved me unconditionally and they both encourage me so much. Good luck Mark. I hope all is well at school. Give us some updates on your boys. Especially the one who's in your extracurricular group that you used to talk about. I think you said he's a J. Later. Huck |