You wrote: "I don't understand why I am the way I am. For a long time I condemned myself and drifted into depression over the whole thing." Ah, indeed society, the "normal" people have infiltrated our braincells to condem us and press down on us with guilt in hopes of making us drift into depression and despair. However, there is a shining star above the horizon placed there especially for us. For Jesus told, the "normal" people, "Love as I have loved you." However, when it came to us, the "normal people" gave God the middle finger and continued to place us in the sea of darkness. But they are a stupid people, for they do not know that in that sea of darkness, there is a guiding light bringing us home.... Keep faith, God loves you! Once a Boy |