Where did anyone get any idea that I was suffering from any anger toward those that molested or raped me, when I have stated I enjoyed and looked forward to the experiences? PLease don't project anything on me, thank you. To have anger toward anyone else means I would have to be angry at myself since I did some of the same things, although not rape. You obviously are not undertsanding what I am trying to get across, but then you obviously say as much..so I should not be surprised. But I have patience... Gideon |