Re: can you help me?
Submitted by John doe on January 29 2001 11:11:46
In reply to can you help me? submitted by smiley on January 28 2001 01:16:49
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Up until this point I have been too wraped up in my own problems, which are to say the least significant (see below) to reach out and get involved in the problems others are having. but I do have a very good piece of advice for you. "are you normal" you ask. Well if normal means average and like everybody else, then the answer is no. Are you natural? To that I think the answer is yes. What should you do? Keep being a friend to your cousins, play with them, help them with their homework, even hug them and let them sit on your lap, rough house with them, throw them around in the pool, bring joy into their lives. BUT, when it comes time for sexual release, go take a long hot shower, and clean your cock real well, if you know what I mean. think all you want about them while you are doing it. Take this force, this demon in your soul and tame it, keep it a force for good in the lives of the boys you care about. the only thing you should be ashamed of is if you cross over that line and actually do something to the boy. Is it really shame, or is it fear, nay strike that sheer terror of society finding out about you and all that comes with that. That is what it is for me. Stark, wake up in the middle of the night, in a cold sweat, terror. The stuff that Steven King could not even begin to dream of. Its getting better. I told a friend about it this weekend, and he was so increadibly supportive (see my response to Splash way down the page). God made you this way, now you have to make a decision about how you will channel it. If you get your rocks off because of a boy, but the boy never knows it, he can not be harmed. And the closeness and inimacy (not sexual intimacy), the listening, the mentoring, is an enomous force for good in that boy's life. But all that good can come to naught if you step over the line. P.S. be careful with what you do on the net, that is how my wife found out, and now I am living through a hell that I would not wish on my worst enemy. |
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