I have been down that road.
Submitted by Forgotten on February 18 2001 19:08:59
In reply to I am so confused right now. Please help! submitted by Lemonhead on February 17 2001 21:39:44
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Dear Friend, I have already traveled the road of acting on my lust. So for your sake and that of the boys don't act on your feelings. One, you will hate yourself. And two you may cause them to grow up feeling and doing the same thing. The world can be cruel my friend, and u don't want to lose the trust of the parents. If you like being around them...don't act on it. As far as your job goes, again as long as u don't act your fine. If your feeling are so strong you just can't stop yourself your better off not being there or maybe even around kids. I think thoughts can run away with u and just as long as u ask for forgivenes your fine. But if you find yourself countless times almost acting on these thoughts, and it's not you pulling away, u have to quit, stop, leave or whatever. I now know how great kids can be, and yes I mainly speak of boys. I like many others don't understand my attraction to them. I know what caused it, how to stop it once it starts...my friend is so damn hard. I know I will never act on my lusts or thoughts again, but why I ever did in the first place I will never know. I will explain further in future posts, and hope that here I will finally have some support but also give some as well. God's punishment to me was giving me a heart and a conscence (spelling.) |
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