Re: I am so confused right now. Please help!
Submitted by John Doe on February 19 2001 11:02:59
In reply to I am so confused right now. Please help! submitted by Lemonhead on February 17 2001 21:39:44
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First, you have come to the right place. I would also suggest Openhands.net as another good place for support. Second, from what you have told us, you are not a bad person. I think that you are in deed a very good person. You must at all costs however, keep this secret, trust me on that one, because what I am going through right now I would not wish on my worst enemy. Why would god have made you this way if he didn't have a plan for you? Why would he have given you such a heavy cross to bear? I think that he makes some men boylovers so that there will be men who are interested in the lives of boys to help and guide them. What ever you do, do not act on your desires. Find a way to channel them, to keep the sexual aspect away from these real live boys. Stay as a positive force in their lives but then later when you are alone, go ahead and jerk off. That will never hurt these boys. Pictures of naked boys are problematic, and for the most part illgal, however, drawings and paintings are not. If they help you channel your desires away from these boys that you love, then by all means use them. (Just don't have them hanging in your living room, most people will not understand). Life seems to have dealt you a lemon, make some lemonade. I wish I could give you more help, but right now i have some very serious problems in my own life. But trust me I know where you are coming from. I have gone through this same struggle for over 25 years now, since I was a kid myself. I know that I do not have a problem looking at myself in the mirror. You should not either. |
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