about the other topic you were asking: "Are you allowed anywhere near kids in the church environment;" Yes, I am. I could never, and I mean never, hurt a child or abuse his trust in me and that's what I told my preacher. I trust him and he trusts me. We think it would be wrong if I wouldn't be allowed to be near kids anymore. If I want to normalize my relations it's not the right thing if I only admire the boys from afar. The pain would only grow. If I talk to boys and really have to care for them, I get to know the person. This prevents from reducing him only to his body. But, you know, the time with the biggest temptations is yet to come: Summer. I'm really curious how I and how my friends will react during this time, where mostly shorts and t-shirts are used as clothing. All I can do is leave this to god. He promised to and he will help me and show me the way. That's all I have to know. GiveLove |