Greetings: I am a former visotr to this site, and still symtpathetic to the cause. I read your dream, and as lover of boys/dreams I dare to apply what your dream says to me. The boy is the "wife" in your life. It is the center of your existence. You being in a darker house with a son, shows that this "dim side of you," whose surroundings you view as seedy and unmentionable, are indeed the very essence of your life. The "son" is that you have mythologically created the abstract ideal-boy to be your son. The dream begs the question "what shall I do? The center of my life is boys, and I hide it deep down from the public." THe dream has many questions in it. But the main one is that your "boylove" is a part of your life you keep removed, and how will you go about mixing that MOST important pat of your life, with the rest? I am a Catholic too, and have some insight into dreams. Sorry for my spelling God Speed David |