Ben, You are not molesting boys, or even having consentual sex with them. Even your taste in "porn" runs to the very tame, ie shirtless boys. where does the bible make it all that clear that what yoiu are doing is wrong. Has this prevented you from loving god with all your heart and all your soul, has it prevented you from loving your neighbor as your self? From the sound of it it has helped you love your neighbor (ie boys). God created you, and he loves you. Why would he create you with this attraction if he did not have a plan for it. It sounds to me as if you are living out his plan, to be there to help boys in need. |