Welcome aboard/ Thanks Forgiven
Submitted by Elfboy on June 25 2001 20:39:13
In reply to Welcome aboard submitted by Forgiven on June 25 2001 18:19:40
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To put things straight. I am about as Orthodox or conservative,,,,when it comes to God's Word as any one can get. If the Bible says it,,,,I believe it,,,,,and try my very best to follow it. So,,,,no I'm not new aged at all! One day,,,,30 years ago,,,,God showed me the real meaning as to Christ going to the cross,,,,,and on that day,,,,,I claimed his sacrifice in Blood for the payment of my sins,,,,,,,and I surrendered my life to Christ Jesus to do with as He saw fit,,,,,another words,,,,I made Him LORD of my life. When I say,,,,,that I am being guided to new understandings,,,,,,I mean seperate from church convictions,,,,,,such as,,,,,,,,The church says,,,,,,that God loves the sinner,,,,,but hates sin,,,,,,,,,but they exclude Homosexuals from sitting in their churches. How Come? God loves Homosexuals,,,,he went to the cross for homosexuals the same as he did for the rest of us. Jesus never flinched from associating with sinners,,,,of any sort,,,,,,,why do churches? The church says that a homosexual can't be a christian,,,,,,,they must first forsake being a homosexual. That's not what my Bible teaches,,,,,,,,It teaches come unto Jesus,,,,,,,,,just as you are,,,,,,,,give yourself to Him,,,,and let the Holy Spirit make the changes in your life. See,,,,I believe,,,,,that it is not a sin to be a homosexual,,,,,,it's not a sin to be anything,,,even a boylover,,,,,,,,it's a sin to have sex outside the guidelines set up by God! And some homosexuals, some heterosexuals and some boylovers commit that sin. I hope that explains a little further as to where I am coming from. Okay,,,,,the phrase "Neither Straight nor Gay" This isn't easy to explain,,,,because I don't understand it myself. First of all,,,,I'm still a virgin,,,,,I have never had sex,,,,and that includes,,,,,,vaginal, oral and anal,,,,,with anyone. I have never wanted to. I have a very strong sex drive,,,,,,but the idea of sexual contact is repulsive to me. I don't understand it,,,,,I'm just weird. But that's the way it is. I haven't found anyone else like me in this regard,,,,,and I have been looking,,,,,because none of us,,,want to be totally alone. Now....Boylove,,,,,yes,,,I am attracted to boys physically,,,and they are attracted to me. I have never went in search of boys,,,,they have always come in search of me......I don't understand it,,,,,I just accept it,,,and live with it,,,,,,,,,,,,but I do not,,,and have never had a sexual attraction towards boys. This is strange I know,,,,,,and some will say that I am in denial,,,,,,,,but that's not the case. I love being with boys,,,,,,holding them,,,,,cuddling them,,,,,wrestling and just having fun with them,,,,,,but that's as far as it goes. I do not and never have seen boys as sex objects. So,,,,in all reality,,,,I am sexless. That's my orientation. Now like I said,,,,I have a strong sex drive,,,,,,,,so I masturbate alot. I am not disfunctional. I just don't have a direction to aim my sexual needs, so I have always taken care of them myself. I hope that explains eberything,,,,if not,,,,,just ask and i'll try harder to make myself understood. In Christ, Willie |
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