Re: Hello

Hi GCFboy2 - Thanks for sharing your thoughts. Some of the scriptures that you have come across truly are useful in this area. Especially Mat 12:35! Great scripture! As it would turn out I do not fantasize about doing sexual things to boys for the most part. Mostly I just masterbate enjoying their beauty and occasionally imagine them having pleasure themselves. I am totally disgusted by pictures of boys being 'used' in any way. I too have collected many photographs of boys over the years, most being of the shirtless kind but all of them depicting boys enjoying life (see my sigpic for a good example....I took that one myself). The problem I guess is that the other sexual addicts that I have talked to (all of whom are attracted to women, not boys) and the books that I have read on sexual addiction describe me to a "T". I am not in control of my life, but my sin and my desire controls me. I cannot stop my desires when they overcome me. Instead I feel that I 'have' to watch a boy, 'have' to take his picture and 'have' to masterbate. Maybe we could talk further. I'm a bit tired tonight, but I wanted to reply. You are not alone. Ben