Wow...
Submitted by Forgotten_II on July 6 2001 05:04:50
In reply to Hello submitted by Ben on June 23 2001 19:55:46
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I hardly know where to begin. Ok this is all my opinion so don't take offense. If you believe something different then you believe that. I believe our sexual attraction to boys is, satans' (if you will) twist on the gift god gave us. I mean...we are wanting to sexually be with a boy...not that we are...but...we desire this in our head. And my opinion is children are just that children. Sex between two children is their buisness...but when a 200lb man has sex with a 60lb boy... My main reason for feeling this way is the guilt. The guilt of my own thoughts. I believe if it bothers you...then it has to be wrong. And it bothers me. We make choices, feed them, it's all up to us. I think personally for me...being around boys is the best thing. My attraction to boys in general is how cute they are. Which is a "Physical Attration" not a sexual one. It is that twist that has turned it into Sexual. Alot of people choose their own friends based on a physical attraction (Easy to look at so to speak) And my sexual attraction is that of 14-16 year old boys. Your question was will the group help. No...not if you don't decide that you want to really stop. We can all lead you...some better than others...but it is you that does all the work. You have to take the necessary steps to stop. If you give into it...your embracing a sin. If you think something, and fight the thought then you are turning it away. It's hard in today's world to fight "sex" period. It has become so mainstream. Kids know about sex in Elementary. If you are fighting...you are winning. If not... he is. One thing too remember is we live in a very strange world. A sin is a sin. But humans believe one is worse than the other. If you are having sexual thoughts about women off the internet...your a man. Sexual thoughts about a child...and your a monster. When in reality...god views both as sinful. Sex was meant to show your partner you loved them and for reproduction. And that was suppose to be with one person. Hmmm...what happen to that. This is a very touchy subject. I wish that god would send a on tainted copy of his word. Boom and once and for all we would be sure about what came from him...and what came from man. Well I could write on this forever but it's late...and the bed calls. I leave with this...I believe these thoughts will always be with me. But I will always fight it...Always...making them far and in between. Boys are my mission...and not even satan's warp thoughts will keep me from doing what god put me here to do. Forgotten_II |
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