Yeah... a normal life sure would be easier, wouldn't it? But God never said things would be easy... far from it. Love is something that we cannot erase or suppress -- not forever anyway. Fortunately love comes in many forms, and I have found a partner that will love me for who I am. That doesn't mean that we are attracted the way I would be to a boy, but it does mean that we are committed to living out our lives together. Frustration is not surprising. It takes a while to work out how you can make your desire to love and be loved into a healthy, life-giving relationship. It can be done! I see you found BoyChat as well. That board tends to move more quickly, and you get more responses... but here things are slow and relaxed. It can be both a help and a hindrance. Welcome to Christian Boylove Forum. Peace of Christ, Bach |