Wildfire, i know how you feel, and i have been there myself, but please don't do it. Is it just the sexual release that you crave or is it the emotional intimacy. you can achive the emotional intimacy with boys, by being their friend, mentor, willing ear, teacher, coach and companion. try going down that path, the world is full of boys who need that sort of help, and ultimately it is much more fulfilling than any orgasim. When you help a troubled boy, you are serving god. You can take care of the sexual release part later, when you are alone in bed, or taking a long shower. |