I don't have a specific YF at the moment. I do help out the boys who come to my door and ask for help. Am I happy to be a BL? Right now, yes, but the BL is only in fantasies. Whether I should remain a BL or get help to try to get over it is one of the reasons why I'm here, to find out just why I'm a BL. When I had a YF, I was about the only one in the neighborhood who paid him any attention, and, without any living children, he was something like a son I wish I had. So I think we both got something out of it. But, there was no sex involved. |