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Re: had a vision,had a chance,blew it


Submitted by Massive Attack Angel on August 7 2001 01:58:18
In reply to had a vision,had a chance,blew it submitted by clay on August 6 2001 08:18:39

HI,

I sometimes have dreams in which my attraction to little girls comes out and everyone hates me for it. It's a terrible feeling!

I look at (legal) GL material. I know I shouldn't and it makes me feel guilty, but I can't seem to stop myself.

You've probably heard "keeping busy keeps the devil away." (or something like that) For me, when I'm bored I get on the net and look at GL material. If I keep busy with something (a hobby or whatever) then it will be less likely for me to be tempted.

Suggestion:If you have physical material like magazines with BL material, get rid of it. If you have material on your computer's hard drive, get rid of it. If you get it from the internet, don't keep the places you get it from bookmarked, etc. The easier the material is to access, the more likely you'll use it. **I make this sound easy and I wish it were. I did get rid of all my GL material once before, but several weeks later I couldn't help but surf the net and get new material.

I'll keep you in my prayers.


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