Hi Forgiven, Gosh it's nice to finally be able to get into this forum again! The last time I tried I experienced some technical difficulty...hopefully it was only temporary. Anyway, I just absolutely love the Narnia books as well, but I've only read the first one so far...I read it in jail, believe it or not. I am actually better aquanted with Mr. Lewis' non-fictional works. It's kind of strange that I was just thinking about him today at work. Speaking of work, I get to work with quite a few teen-age boys, and I know what you are perhaps going through with experiencing an attraction to your co-workers. Believe me, I think I would love nothing better than to be able to throw care to the wind and have a relationship with one of them...but I must always remember my commitment to my Father! I believe that my life is not my own, it belongs to God. And the things that I do every day must reflect that as much as is possable. Believe me, I get thoughts and I do still like to day-dream, but I also know what to do with those thoughts in case they start to get me carried away, if you will. I have this "box" in my mind where I put them away when I have looked at them long enough....I know that might sound strange, but it works for me. I guess it's my "Boy Box"...ha ha ha! I hope to write to you again, brother...it's been a long, long time. I will try again to get on-line more often. It's not too much fun, however, doing it at the public library. God Bless! Love In Christ Jesus, Chris |