A Post to hold me over....
Submitted by Chris on September 7 2001 16:59:56
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...through the weekend. Hi Everyone, I cannot post on the weekends because the library isn't open. But I am getting myself into a good habit of coming in after work and spending my alloted half an hour here, so I feel very blessed indeed! An interesting thing happened today. I got to see my court-appointed shrink and I shared my faith with him. My faith as it relates to my being a Christian and a boylover. It was pretty intense to say the least. I actually began the conversation (actually more of a monologue...) with my beliefs about having a good foundation in our faith, and got as far as describing what that foundation is, when he sort of interupted me and then told me that he has two years in seminary training. I felt kind of foolish at first after that, but then this warm feeling came over me and my conviction took over! It was almost like I felt angry, but I didn't. I told him evrything I could think of about how I feel about God, how much I love and treasure His presence in my life, how much I love being His child, AND how much I love and care about all of my brothers here...my boylover brothers in Christ! It was right about then that the tears started to come. I appologised for getting so emotional, but actually, I'm not sorry at all! I told that man that I do NOT care what this world thinks about me OR my faith (which I know is right), I would DIE for what I believe and feel about my beloved Father and my beloved family in Him! Do you know that man just sat there without any feeling showing on his face at all? Unbelievable! Oh well, I do not care! I know my faith is unshakable and, well, maybe he might just learn something...ha ha ha! Two years of seminary....try 39 years in God's School of Life! Anyway, I hope everyone here is in good spirits and I pray that God Bless you all! I shall return, probably on monday. Love in Christ Jesus, Chris |
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