Re: Really need some input on a struggle I'm having
Submitted by Dakota on October 2 2001 23:22:28
In reply to Re: Really need some input on a struggle I'm having submitted by JohnQ on October 2 2001 18:14:49
| I admitted to myself that I am a boylover long ago. I learned to accept it as something I had no control over and didn't feel it made me a bad person as long as I didn't abuse anyone. You see, I don't just feel sexually attracted to boys. I also feel a strong love and caring for them. But the sexual side of me sure took over when I saw those hardcore pics. But like you, I don't think I would ever molest a boy now. The funny thing is that in the past when I was guilty of seducing a few boys into doing things we shouldn't have done, I was in denial about what I was. Once I admitted what I was to myself, it became easier to think of what was best for the boy over what I wanted to do to satisfy my desires. What shook me up was that when I looked at those pics of hardcore, I lost that priority for a time. Thanks for taking the time to read and reply. |
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