how can I explain being sexually attracted to a young boy whom I don't even know? true. you know what i'm finding out is that any boy that has something that reminds me about my YF (whether it be his smile, his hair, the clothes he wears), i become sexually attracted to him. i wonder if we're only sexually attracted to certain people that bring up some kind of subconscious passion or chemical reaction within us? maybe i'm not really attracted to the boy in a picture in a magazine, but maybe i'm attracted to the associations/connections to other people in my past (including myself as a young boy) that he reminds me of (even if it's only subconsciously). these are all deep questions and difficult to answer, i think. |