Hi Jack, Welcome to Christian Boylove Forum. I'm glad you found us! I had to edit your post slightly because some readers may have gotten the impression that you have done something illegal. Admissions of illegal activity on this forum can endanger you and the board, and so we make sure all posts only talk about lawful activity. Yes, I understand your difficulty in controlling your behaviour. Its a lot of fun being around boys and then can add so much to our lives. However, crossing that boundary can produce disasterous results - especially if there is an anxious grandmother in the picture. So you want to make sure that doesn't happen. If you feel bad at church maybe you need examine your motivations for this relationship. And how could it impact your young friend if the grandmother accused you of something? Why are you confused? What are your choices? Peace of Christ, Bach webmaster@cblf.org |