Hi Jack, Welcome... It has been a long time for me away from this board but I have decided to come back. Part of the search in my soul for who I am in my relationships with the boys and with my God is why I left and also why I came back. You have found a great place here. A safe and special place with others who, when you think there is no one in the world who understands you, know exactly what you are feeling and what you are going through. I, myself know what you are going through I have been there in the past, and even the present. I love having the boys over for sleepovers. We order pizza, watch movies, play games, pillow fight, go swimming and fall asleep completely exhausted. They are the most peaceful times in my life. The boys will usually pile on me as we fall asleep to a movie or fall asleep in my lap. I completely know that I cannot falter with my love for the boys. I wish I could talk more right now but have to run. Talk soon Pendragon |