i 'know' you

i see you in me and in others of us here, tho personally i'm not much into voyeurism or doing any other sexual thing with strangers. you'll need to work on that self-control, especially if you're trying to be a witness for Christ during the summer in your part of the globe. we can help you with that. and please, don't feel so guilty. remember in Hebrews that Jesus was tempted in every way that we are. He understands. and in Him, we can be overcomers. be strong, Martin. i hope and pray that you make it back here again, and often. maybe someone can share some tricks for clearing Internet trails so you can come here from home without fear of being found out by your wife and kids. and please, consider Heather's words (read them over and over), including Times of torment and temptation are precisely the moments when you are closest to Jesus; these are the moments when you are most likely to break through to purity. There is hope!! And it's not too far away for you! Peace and God bless!