Yes of course - i want to talk with everybody.I just wondered how many orthodoxs are in this forum or i am first. I am a moviekritik and poet in my small country but this is only my job.For me are valuable only christianity, people and love.I am married and have a kid.My soul and sexual passion is BL.But i choose to get married not for God or moral reasons but because i love very much my wife-she is half russan, half bulgarian.And she knows everything about me before we decide to married.For me this is true love.BL is only my nature,sexuality,etc.When i was involved in that as a little boy i guess i have no choise.I m married in age 20 y.o. and my choise as adult is christanity against lonellines and desperation.I m against to have sex with boys.I was very close to involved one kid in that when i was a teenager but in very last minute i think God stopped me. I love Dostoevsky, Fransoa Moriak, russan religious philosphy,hungarian catholic poet Ianosh Pilinski, Bergman, Fassbinder, Lars von Trier movies{Breaking The Waves is my favorite movie} and my favorite moviemaker too - Abel Ferrara.Forgive my bad/broken english.My meil is:prdim@mail.bg If you want to-please meil me.Thanks John Q and everybody.God bless and forgive us all.Nicolai. |