Yes it s hard because for me it isnt very pleasent thing - to be a boylover.But also it s nice for me to learn that s i m not alone!In my small country BL is taboo.Here was many killings of children because of pedophiles whose first fuck them and then kill them from fear of policy, society, etc.In my country to be a boylover is true damnation but not because of ortodox church.My church preached about love and forgivness and not to judge anyone.nicolai |