Re: not sure
Submitted by nicolai on November 13 2001 09:05:16
In reply to not sure submitted by F.O.D. on November 13 2001 07:01:01
| Yes ,but my sexual attraction to my YF s stopped when thew grow up [puberty,etc...}And when this kind of attraction stopped i see very clearly what kind of "love " is that.For me it s dame strong cruel passion and i allways "do that, that i dont want to do" [ap.Pavel}.Love to boys for me it s like to see a cute 11 y.o. boy naked in your bad and tell him "i m a sinner please go away, i tell you that because i love you".But this is miracle of love for me.And very hard too.I just wondered did i love the boys or i love myself in the mirror of them souls and images? |
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