Hi Konotok, We are with you here on the board. I did not have your past but my dad did say some things that will never leave my mind when I was in my teens. He suspected that I was a bl and said some pretty mean things. Nothing like what you describe though. And, of course, now I hide it behind a meaningless marriage and am not such a happy guy. Well, you are in my prayers and I hope that the friend you found in Jesus will help you with your daily battles and struggles. We all have them. In Christ, Pendragon "Never knew I could feel like this, like I've never seen the sky before. Every day I love you more and more. Listen to my heart, can you hear it say, telling me to give you everything. Seasons may change, winter to spring, but I love you.... until the end of time..... come what may... I will love you..... Until my dying day" MR |