Reevaluation
Submitted by Gabe on November 21 2001 15:28:12
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Hello lads. Some of the responces to my recent posts have started me thinking. Over the past few days I have been reevaluating my life and relationship with God. I have taken a good look at meself and don't like what I see. I have looked at my probable future and can honestly say I don't evision myself ever marrying and having children of my own. I do not know that I have taken the path in life that God had intended for me. I have looked at the road not traveled. Ever since I was a lad in Ireland I have thought that in my adulthood I would be ministering to people. But that has not been what I've been doing. My life thus far has been an aimless existence and I know in my heart that it is wrong. I have the day off work today. This morning I rang the rectory and set up an appointment with one of the fathers. I will ask him to hear my confession. I am going to tell him I am a CL and my worries. I have never volunterily let anyone know that I am a CL. I have always been ashamed and afraid but today I find new courage. You may think this impulsive of me and maybe it is but I cannot go on like this any longer. I don't know what the out come will be but I have faith that God will see me through it. "For a good angel will go with him, his journey will be successful, and he will come home safe and sound." TOB. 5:21 "Do not fear, only believe." MARK 5:36 Peace in Christ lads. Gabe |
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