Hi, Ben, it's nice to see you here again.
Have you talked to any ex-gays about this? It's hard to pursue a path in life without talking to others who have gone down the same road. I know a minor-attracted ex-gay I could put you in touch with (he knows about CBF). You might also want to read the testimonials of ex-gays; even the ones who aren't attracted to boys are likely to have dealt with the same issue in terms of their attraction to women. The Exodus site (linked below) has some good material on it.
Exodus International North America
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