Why ask Why?

The only answer I've ever come up with is that This is the way I am. Can't change it or hide it. If your intentions are to never hurt a boy then I fail to see where your problem lies. I was a lot like you once and in some ways still am. There is a lot of happiness to be found in being attracted to boys when your attractions are being used in a positive manner. Please feel welcome here. FB Drive like hell; you'll get there.