Re: Is there somethingwrong with me?

Hi Laichi, Actually, I thought that your thoughts were well expressed. Thanks for the introduction. What you describe sounds pretty much like any other boylover that I have met. There isn't much difference from a chemical aspect between boylove and heterosexual love. The feelings and attractions are more or less the same. Obviously they manifest themselves differently because boylove cannot be pursued in the same way as adult love can be, nor is attraction to any one boy likely to last (unless one is also gay). My one question is whether you are Christian also. There was nothing about your post regarding this, nor about your other post asking about people's preferences. I'm not out to judge you. Just to mention that there are non-Christian BL communities (ie - boychat) as well which you might also find useful. It also will help us to know if you are looking for responses from a spritual perspective. You are not alone. Love, Ben