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Submitted by Gabe on December 5 2001 13:22:51
In reply to Newbie submitted by Digger on December 4 2001 20:46:58
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Hello Digger I'm also fairly new here. But in the short period of time I've been posting it's helped me alot. You are not suffering alone. Everyone here is going through the same hardship. And everyone here is also aided by the comfort of Jesus Christ in our lives. You say you feel guilty for your fantacies but every man is a sinner in that respect. Jesus said to lust in your heart is a sin in the eyes of God, and every person has carnal desires regardless of their sexual orientation. I would warn you against arousing yourself in the presence of boys in the future. That is a good way to get yourself arrested, even if you are being inconspicuos, you could still be seen. And then you'd be saying your prayers from a prison cell. You also said you had many young friends who were very affectionate to you and you got the immpression that they wanted to be sexually affectionate with you. I'm sure you are aware that that would be a very bad idea. You said that you were starved of male affection as a boy. So you know how you probably would have done anything back then to get the love and attention of a man. You know how easily a man might have taken advantage of you if he wished to. I'm not sayin' you would ever intentionally hurt a child, but I just wanted to inforce that point. I don't know if you've read any of my past posts but I'm Gabe, I'm a 23 year old B/G lover, I'm a card carrying Catholic, I was also abused as a child and I have no intention of inflicting that trauma on another young one. I believe in my heart that God gave me my orientation for a reason. I believe it has made me an empathetic and non-judgmental person. I believe He intends for me to use my orientation for a good purpose. And I'm pretty sure that's what He has in mind for you as well. Take heart Digger. You are no more of a sinner than any man. You needn't feel shame for who you are. You are beautiful in the eyes of the Lord. Please continue to post here. I will look forward to reading your ideas and thoughts. Cheers Gabe |
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