the grace of whos god?
Submitted by scruffy lad on December 9 2001 18:52:08
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what kind of god alows so much pain and dispair to enter our lives , this i have been asked many times and saddly i do not have any answers. i can not honestly say that the pain i went through by the hands of professed christian teachers clergy and social agencies did much to make me feel abandoned rejected by god and alone , my mistrust kept me from feeling the presence of the devine and to a degree it still does. so what to tell these others who ask me why i bother to even go to church. all i can and do put forward is my knowledge of one good christian whos love and kindness kept me alive, if he were alive today he would now be called an evil perpetrator,he alone kept me from doing myself in before i had reached even puburty yes isn't it sad that in the bussom of a godly community even young kids think of death as a release . scruffy who still trys to keep to the strait and narrow path. |
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