Hi Sardis, Thanks for your inspirational post. It sounds like you and I are at very similar points in our lives. I have tried to change my orientation many times and have failed. I have resolved myself to the conclusion that if God wants to change me he will do so. However, I am striving to live my life in a Christian way, where my orientation brings good to young boys as I too minister to and help them. I do hope that someday I can marry and have a family of my own, but I trust God to decide whether or not this will happen. So, please stay around and post more. You are not alone. Love, Ben Hebrews 3:13 But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness. |